Another College Blog

 By now you know what happened to me on the appropriately named Mean Girl Day.  I never even heard of it before, but I certainly ran into mean girls.  With that little stupid pink cage, I am beyond horny.  I can't even play with myself.  It was bad enough that dating girls was extremely complicated as Kayla, but now even if I can get one to go out with me, I can't do anything with her.   Mia also threated the butt plug on her page, but I haven't seen it in yet so hopefully, she's just talking big though I doubt it. The problem is they have enough control over me that they can get me in a place.  If they do and there are 3 or 4 girls there, they can overpower me and tie me up.  Mia is phenomenal at knots, but the other girls are really good at them too.  Once I'm tied up, I'm at their mercy.  If that means the cock cage, no problem.  And it's the same for the butt plug unfortunately.  I don't know how I'm making it through ...

  Last spring, Mia discovered that there was a whole world of books written about girls turning guys into sissies.  She was particularly fascinated with Kylie Gable's stories of his own college experiences. What he went to actually sounds more extreme than what I have.  Anyway, this led to Mia contacting Kylie and discussing what she was doing to me and to say they were intrigued is an understatement. We all got on a Google Doc as well as Paige and a few other interested participants.  The result is a short story that talks about exactly what happened, but doesn't quite get through freshman year.  I don't know how I feel about it, but I at least did my best to give my side of the story.  If you're interested, you can find the story here .  They've got a lot of stories about this stuff.  I'm kind of shocked.

  We did the costume party the other day.  I went as Madonna and Dave went as some country singer that I don't know who she was.  We just called her slutty cowgirl all night. Dave is really starting to look good in pictures now, especially since they removed his underarm hair, but he still has a long way to go before he can convince anybody in public.  Paige and Becs got us ready for the costume and I think I actually look more like Madonna  when they're doing my makeup than when I'm all dolled up.  I just don't get to be a boy very much anymore.  Even David has a lot more pants time than I do.  When I'm home for very long, I'm supposed to be all girlied up and that means dresses, heels, and full makeup. Mia says she heard from Kim and that they'll send me a care package full of their old clothes as soon as one of them gets home, but I really don't believe that.  I guess David is going to be going into lingerie full-time.  He's not happy...

  I need to remind you all that Fiona is my roommate. She was born David, but we're not allowed to use each other's guy names and so I won't be calling her David anymore. She was kind of freaked out when she saw the apartment. I don't think she was expecting it to be nearly as girly as it turned out, but she knew what I had to do. Fiona’s in a weird spot.  Even though the first thing they did when she got here was to insist that she get dolled up, she is not going to be in dresses or makeup half as often as I am, but the girls like to feminize her as much as they like to feminize me and she's definitely making a much better looking woman to.  If anything, I feel like she's there to keep an eye on me.  She knows that if we don't toe the line, she'll be working right next to me at Mom's, so she's not going to tempt fate.  I have to admit that it's a lot easier for me to be all dolled up when she's looking like this than when she's in ma...

  My older sister Kim goes to school at the University of Wisconsin and she was taking my little sister Holly to start her freshman year at college.  Unfortunately, they both paid an unsuspecting visit to me on the way.  I should have been thrilled to have my sisters here to take me out for lunch, but as of now I have no access to guy clothing.  When classes start, Mia will give me it back, but the girls saw everything.  They saw the feminine apartment, the closet full of dresses, the vanity, and needless to say they were shocked. I had never given any indication that I was non-binary or transgender so they wanted to know why I was living as a woman.  I didn't know what to tell them, so I told them the truth about Mia and her friends.  They wanted to know what was going on and I actually think Kim was concerned that Mia wasn't abusing me too bad. Mia was happy to discuss things with them and even showed them the scrap book that Paige had of me, the rec...

 

  I created this blog on August 17th of last year. My first post was made on the 20th and featured the picture of me from high school on the left. I posted how I wasn't going to play college basketball.  In retrospect, it seems pretty silly.  As you can see there have been some huge changes in a year. If the girls have their way, there will be even more.  I appreciate those of you who have been around for all of it.

  First, Jay was a gentleman.  He kind of dwarfed me and as you can see, the man has giant hands. Anyway, we had our double date and as you might imagine with Mia, I couldn't just keep him at arms length and not show affection. The way she put it, you're going to have a nice romantic date with Jay. If it's tonight that's great, but if it has to be on your second or tenth attempt, that's cool too.  Needless to say, I had a lot of incentive to make last night perfect. It's always humiliating to be with Mia. She doesn't dress as girly as I do and she doesn't have to act as love struck or submissive as I do.  Don't get me wrong, she's very attractive, but on the Girl-O-Meter, I have to keep it between 8 and 9 and she's between 4 and 5.  You wouldn't believe how much more complicated my makeup is. Anyway, we had a romantic dinner, but I had to get the salmon when I wanted a steak because that's not how most girls eat. Jay had a NY strip.  ...

I guess I shouldn't be surprised that Mia intends to keep me as a blonde.  She has thoroughly enjoyed how it's effected me and I think the Barbie movie may have been the final straw.  I made the mistake of looking through some of my early blog posts before all of this stuff started. If you would have told me back then that my day would begin with a bubble bath where I removed my body hair before deciding what bra and panty set I'd be wearing for the day, I never would have believed it. My younger sister is soon going off to college herself and I just can't think about how different our experiences are and also how strangely similar they are. David is going to freak when he sees how girly our apartment is and I don't think I'll get any appreciation for all the work I did making it that way.  I think Mia is still looking to find me a Raiders cheerleader uniform for football season.  My Bears should at least be better in the upcoming season.  It's been a very w...

  You don't think Mia would give me a break in terms of wearing the maid uniform just because it's hotter than Hell, do you.  As I'm trying to get our place read for the start of school, Mia's place is already ready thanks to me and she can worry about things like the floors being mopped and everything being dusted. I wish I had that kind of luxury. Nothing seems to escape Mia's notice.  I ever got new knobs for the cabinets because our were apparently too masculine.  You knew that the painting was coming too. The thing that sucks is I'm turning our apartment into a Barbie doll house and it's a lot of work, but when Felicia sees it, she's going to be pissed that it's so girlified.  I can't believe that this has been going on so long. It was almost a year ago when I was posting about playing basketball in college.  This definitely did not go as planned. It seems that the big determinants as to whether I get to go back to brunette are the pin up ph...

  I thought I might be in trouble for going so long without posting, but I see Mia hasn't been on in a week. We've all been very busy. For Mia and I, it's Professor Simon's class that's keeping us hopping. Mia has an A average in the class and I'm struggling to keep a B, but Mia never lets you see her sweat and I can definitely see the perspiration now. I am going to have that pinup photo shoot in the next week.  I really am not looking forward to it, but the girls won't let me forget about it. This is going to be insane.  It will make the lingerie party pics seem very tame. I don't even think I look like myself anymore.  My eyebrows got shaped even further and I'm wearing women's clothes more than men's clothes.  I guess I'm just nervous about crossing a line that I can't cross back.

  This picture of me was from the Christmas party. I only got two gifts, I got breast forms.  I'm usually a B Cup, but this is breast forms plus a bra that's supposed to increase my bust size a cup.  Geez, it's weird looking at me stacked. The forms cost a bunch and are the only Christmas gift I got besides an appointment for boudoir photography. I only have to post every 3 days when I'm home, but I will be required to go out in public dressed. I'll try and keep posting regularly. 

  College wouldn't be so bad if it wasn't for finals. How do you explain to your professors that you haven't got time to study because this is the week between the lingerie party and the Christmas party, where you'll probably receive even more lingerie. Mia is making us all sick because she's taken tougher classes than we are for her engineering major and she's studying much less too.  I think I have an outside chance at a 3.0, which isn't great but all things considered isn't terrible either. Mia keeps telling me if I don't get my grades up, I will make a lovely housewife.  I'm both really looking forward and really dreading Christmas. They have promised me it won't be like Thanksgiving was with daily dress up and post requirements. 

  From the girls' point of view, the lingerie party was a huge success. I got a bunch of things and tried on most all of it for the girls.  There will be a ton of pictures coming out of the party, I'm sure.  To say I was mortified is an understatement, but Mia reminded me ahead of time how I had to be very grateful.  The good part is I don't have to buy this myself. I got more teddies, babydolls, and things I don't even know what they're called rather than bras and panties. I don't know if that's how Mia had wanted things to go. It's going to be a tough week as we're doing finals. Wish me well.

  I do laundry for Paige, Becs, and Mia--occasionally for Allison and Ashleigh too.  Of all of them, Mia is usually the best because she dresses for comfort more than anything. Paige has the most odd items that have special laundry instructions.  Mia is usually one of the easiest to do laundry for, but when she was hope over Thanksgiving, rather than having her mom do her laundry do her laundry, she saved it all up for me.  As a result, I'm spending my afternoon doing laundry for Mia with a few extras for the girls. I am used to one load of underwear. Even my own clothes have gotten super complicated.  I can't just throw everything in warm anymore. I miss having my mom do my laundry.   The new Santa outfit arrived.  I'm so embarrassed by it and I know the lingerie party is just going to be crazy.  I'm glad it's not in a public space anymore at least.

  We don't have classes today because of the election so, I was up bright and early to go to the gym with Ashleigh and Allison.  This week, we bought me about 5 different workout outfits.  They're all the same, but they're all in different feminine colors. Of course, this pink one is the worst. Ashleigh and Allison are both workout fiends and they have both created a fitness program for me which I'm not happy about. As you can see, I'm not exactly overweight. It's bad enough that they want me eating like a girls. Other than the stair climber, I'm not really using machines or weights for much of this. Balance Oblique Crunches Abductor Abs Outer Abs Crunches Plank Hip Dips Triangle Crunch Leg Raises Plank Leg Raises Attitude Kicks Dumb Bell Pullover Chest Press Up Down Plank I do three circuits of these, 30 minutes on the stair climber, 20 minute warmup run on the indoor track, and finally stretching.  They want me to do this three days a week.  With earbuds i...

  I am so surprised that the girls haven't put up a video of me in Halloween yet.  Halloween was even tougher than I thought. I knew they'd have a girly costume for me, but I didn't expect that they'd have four different girly costumes for me.  Using my own roommate against me though wasn't cool. Poor David got dragged into being Gomez to my Morticia. I also ran into another Gomez and had pictures taken with him and wound up flirting with guys at various Halloween parties. The whole thing was just so embarrassing. I really thought they'd be bore of this by now, but they keep setting new goals and that's what keeps them going. The one good thing about Halloween is nobody that I'm aware of read me as a guy.  That would have been bad.

  My roommate is the most embarrassing part of all of this. He knows everything and I don't know how I could possibly hide what I've been doing from him. He's watching the Bears games with me and while sometimes like last night it's pretty awesome, he sees me getting ready in my cheerleading outfit before the game starts. He's had dresses, heels, and nail polish dropped off for me when he's been in so he passed them on. I haven't and he's come back a few times to find me time up and have to untie me. David is in no danger of become Davida or anything.  The girls have flat out told me that I'm more than a full time hobby, but that doesn't stop him from being terrified of them.  I think with good reason.  He won't go against me, but he also won't stand up to the girls.  He's seem me in dresses and skirts at least two dozen times and it gets harder and harder to explain.

 So the Bears lost a real heartbreaker tonight. We came within inches of winning and I don't know how I feel about it.  We're going to be terrible this year so the worse we are, the more likely we are to get a good draft pick. Still, it was heartbreaking. The other problem is that I'm only allowed to watch the Bears if I wear a cheerleading outfit, plus full makeup, and the damn bow in my hair.  The problem is this game was on Thursday night.  Something that never happened on Sunday, we had company during the game.  Even worse, they wouldn't leave.  I wound up having to hide in the bathroom for 20 minutes with the shower on.  I missed the Bears lone touchdown because of it. I know the girls are having a lot of fun at my expense, but sometimes this really does suck.

  Becs here with a guest post--Wow!  Paige has outdone herself on her new Kayla video. It culminates two weeks of taking her out in public and I hope it gives you an idea of how much fun we had. Last night Kayla went to her first college party (thanks in part to a lengthy pregame) and had a great time.  We all did!  The guys were totally checking it out and the worst part for Kayla was she still doesn't have a girl's voice yet. We need to teach her that and if she doesn't want it giving her away, she had better be pretty dedicated in her studies. There are a bunch of tutorials out there.  Anyway, she's getting cheerleadered up to watch her Bears today, but I'll be sure that she posts about the party later today.