Another College Blog

  Again, what a difference a year makes.  A year ago, Fiona and I were drinking heavily at a college party.  Tonight, we wore pink and introduced ourselves to every woman we saw as "Hello Barbie!"  We've already seen it twice together and I saw it once with Mia.  I feel like I'm getting girlier and girlier with every showing.  The movie itself isn't bad, but it seems like whenever we have a free night we're supposed to hit the shows and it's not to see Blue Beetle.  I've posted a few pictures of Fiona all dolled up, but she really hasn't been dressed up that much--I guess that's pretty relative for a male college student.  Compared to me, though he hasn't and lucky for him, he's got a wig instead of his own hair.  He's getting better at going out in public, at least in a dark movie theater. Anyway, classes look a lot better this semester compared to last year. I think now that the other girls are back, that they're showing off f

  I need to remind you all that Fiona is my roommate. She was born David, but we're not allowed to use each other's guy names and so I won't be calling her David anymore. She was kind of freaked out when she saw the apartment. I don't think she was expecting it to be nearly as girly as it turned out, but she knew what I had to do. Fiona’s in a weird spot.  Even though the first thing they did when she got here was to insist that she get dolled up, she is not going to be in dresses or makeup half as often as I am, but the girls like to feminize her as much as they like to feminize me and she's definitely making a much better looking woman to.  If anything, I feel like she's there to keep an eye on me.  She knows that if we don't toe the line, she'll be working right next to me at Mom's, so she's not going to tempt fate.  I have to admit that it's a lot easier for me to be all dolled up when she's looking like this than when she's in ma

  My older sister Kim goes to school at the University of Wisconsin and she was taking my little sister Holly to start her freshman year at college.  Unfortunately, they both paid an unsuspecting visit to me on the way.  I should have been thrilled to have my sisters here to take me out for lunch, but as of now I have no access to guy clothing.  When classes start, Mia will give me it back, but the girls saw everything.  They saw the feminine apartment, the closet full of dresses, the vanity, and needless to say they were shocked. I had never given any indication that I was non-binary or transgender so they wanted to know why I was living as a woman.  I didn't know what to tell them, so I told them the truth about Mia and her friends.  They wanted to know what was going on and I actually think Kim was concerned that Mia wasn't abusing me too bad. Mia was happy to discuss things with them and even showed them the scrap book that Paige had of me, the recent pinup pictures, and of

 

  I created this blog on August 17th of last year. My first post was made on the 20th and featured the picture of me from high school on the left. I posted how I wasn't going to play college basketball.  In retrospect, it seems pretty silly.  As you can see there have been some huge changes in a year. If the girls have their way, there will be even more.  I appreciate those of you who have been around for all of it.

  I have two different swimsuits.  I do not have the ability to pass in a bikini. In fact, I think there are probably very few genetic males who could. I might be able to pad the cups, but there's no place for hip padding and it doesn't take much for genitalia to become visible. When I go swimming somewhere public,  I wear a one piece suit with a bit of a skirt on it.  However, that's not quite good enough for the girls. They want me to have those really embarrassing bikini tan lines and you don't get them from a suit like the ones I can pass in.  It's kind of embarrassing to go tanning when the only reason you're doing it is to later humiliate yourself with tan lines. I guess the good thing is it's blue.

  First, Jay was a gentleman.  He kind of dwarfed me and as you can see, the man has giant hands. Anyway, we had our double date and as you might imagine with Mia, I couldn't just keep him at arms length and not show affection. The way she put it, you're going to have a nice romantic date with Jay. If it's tonight that's great, but if it has to be on your second or tenth attempt, that's cool too.  Needless to say, I had a lot of incentive to make last night perfect. It's always humiliating to be with Mia. She doesn't dress as girly as I do and she doesn't have to act as love struck or submissive as I do.  Don't get me wrong, she's very attractive, but on the Girl-O-Meter, I have to keep it between 8 and 9 and she's between 4 and 5.  You wouldn't believe how much more complicated my makeup is. Anyway, we had a romantic dinner, but I had to get the salmon when I wanted a steak because that's not how most girls eat. Jay had a NY strip. 

I guess I shouldn't be surprised that Mia intends to keep me as a blonde.  She has thoroughly enjoyed how it's effected me and I think the Barbie movie may have been the final straw.  I made the mistake of looking through some of my early blog posts before all of this stuff started. If you would have told me back then that my day would begin with a bubble bath where I removed my body hair before deciding what bra and panty set I'd be wearing for the day, I never would have believed it. My younger sister is soon going off to college herself and I just can't think about how different our experiences are and also how strangely similar they are. David is going to freak when he sees how girly our apartment is and I don't think I'll get any appreciation for all the work I did making it that way.  I think Mia is still looking to find me a Raiders cheerleader uniform for football season.  My Bears should at least be better in the upcoming season.  It's been a very w