Another College Blog

  My sisters arrived along with my friend Jenna (formerly Jacob).  I know that Jenna was thinking of coming here from college, but after the girls gave him the feminization treatment, he decided to go to Southern Illinois instead.  He's quite a ways away from me, but he's being trained by my sisters Kim and Holly.  Jenna is so much fun, but I'm realizing she has a terrible habit of pissing off girls.  She pissed off Mia and her friends and evidently also pissed off my sisters who wanted a sissy of their own and had plenty of ready made blackmail thanks to the girls here.  My younger sister Holly who is a sophomore in college is her primary feminizers but Kim enjoys it too.  They've been making her send them selfies from college and then when they are home from school, Jenna is totally in their clutches.  Even worse, it's hard to say the selfies are forced when nobody is at your college. I just don't know how you explain that when you don't go to c...

My sister Holly got me this dress for Christmas.  She was nice enough to give it to me in private (well Jenna and my other sister Kim were there, but no folks). I think it makes me look about 90 pounds soaking wet.  I'm petite for a guy, but not compared to most girls. It's scary to me that I'm no longer worried about being read just walking down the street or going someplace in public. It's only when I'm very physically close or having an intimate conversation that I worry I'll be found out. I've even gotten used to the uncomfortable heels, bras, and other implements of torture. It's really just the humiliation of having to spend so much of my time carrying myself as a woman that still bothers me.

  My parents were fine with me staying at college for summer again, but my mom insisted that I come home for a weekend and I agreed.  Now, I love my parents and it was so good to see them.  I certainly don't want them coming down here to visit me and I want them to know that I still want them to be an important part of my life.  Unfortunately, going home meant seeing my sisters Kim and Holly.  Now don't get me wrong, I love my sisters and I always have, but we are close in age and that means competition.  Also, being outnumbered I would often make comments about women just to get a rise out of them.  They are really enjoying having me under Mia and her friends' thumbs at college and I am coming back with a whole bunch of hand-me-downs as well as a few summer dresses we bought on a shopping trip. They had gotten my aunt's old wedding dress and couldn't wait to have me model it and in general they tormented me all 4 days I was home.  I am never goin...

  My older sister Kim goes to school at the University of Wisconsin and she was taking my little sister Holly to start her freshman year at college.  Unfortunately, they both paid an unsuspecting visit to me on the way.  I should have been thrilled to have my sisters here to take me out for lunch, but as of now I have no access to guy clothing.  When classes start, Mia will give me it back, but the girls saw everything.  They saw the feminine apartment, the closet full of dresses, the vanity, and needless to say they were shocked. I had never given any indication that I was non-binary or transgender so they wanted to know why I was living as a woman.  I didn't know what to tell them, so I told them the truth about Mia and her friends.  They wanted to know what was going on and I actually think Kim was concerned that Mia wasn't abusing me too bad. Mia was happy to discuss things with them and even showed them the scrap book that Paige had of me, the rec...

I tried on some spring outfits as Mia had told me to do over break.  Having two sisters who are on the fashionable side, I have plenty of outfits to pick from and even better--it's not that hard to access their out of season clothes and it's still cold for spring clothing.  I got several outfits, just like I did at Christmas and began posing in them just when my 18-year-old sister Holly arrives by surprise.  I'm wearing a pink dress and have my phone on a stand for pictures.  I quickly, grabbed the phone and ran to hide because she was coming downstairs.  As you can see, we have hard wood floors and I'm wearing heels. I ran into the bathroom and quickly locked the door. I don't know if Holly heard the heels, but she did see the folded up dresses on the couch and of course my other sister is away at college still. She called into me through the bathroom door and I told her that I don't know where the dresses came from. She wants to talk to me, but I faked a stoma...

 I apologize for being late to post an update, but I didn't want my sisters to see what I was doing on my computer so I was extremely careful. This is the nighty that I am sleeping in while I'm home. I realize when I look at myself even without makeup on how much I'm starting to look like a girl. I overheard my mom and dad talking about my new look. Dad can't understand what's gotten into me, but mom has said at least I didn't dye my hair purple or green and I was probably just trying to attract girls. Speaking of girls, the two in that picture are my sisters Kim the brunette and Holly the blonde.  Don't be fooled. We have always had the most super competitive type of relationship and though we are very protective of each other, we give each other so much shit. If my sisters ever found out what's going on, I would never live it down. They will tease me to death. I took the quiz-- What is Your Dream Outfit and you can see my results. I guess I don't h...