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  My sisters intend to take me out to a New Years Eve party.  I can't tell you how much it sucks to be going home and having to do this sort of thing while Mia is able to go home and have fun.  My sisters aren't nearly as bad as she is, but I would have thought they would take my side on this. It's not like I have to dress 24/7, but they've had me dressing a lot more than I did last year.  The weight that I had gained is gone if you can't tell. Mia better appreciate that.  I hope you have a great New Years and a terrific 2024.

  Here's a picture of me with the family Christmas tree and another one of me dressing up to go outside.  I went out for about 5 minutes and scared myself silly. I think my mom has noticed that I didn't bring much laundry home with me despite all the suitcases.  She's actually asked me about it and I tried to excuse it.  Some of the outfits I got for Christmas work great and some not so much. I'm really not overweight and if you've seen me in male clothing it's obvious, but I am definitely on the plus size for women's clothing. I really don't even understand how I wound up in dresses. Mia and her friend can be almost as persuasive as they can be evil. My next update will either be New Years Eve or New Years Day.

  Merry Christmas!  Just like last year I'm supposed to post updates to let Mia and everybody know that I'm still very femmy and dressing that way. Unlike last year, I have two very nosy sisters who are absolutely loving watching me go through this humiliation. In fact, they've gotten rather bossy.  They are determined to find me a New Years dress and they really want to go out in public with me.  I'm still very scared about my parents finding out too. It's been all about Christmas since we get home so I guess the real break starts tomorrow.

  Well, things are going to be weird going forward there is no doubt about it.  Mia has really been pushing to send me further and further into dresses and heels.  She put out an open call for donations and her friends really contributed. One of the things that she is insisting on is that I keep dressing up over Christmas and post so that everybody knows I'm doing this.  I won't pretend to be happy about this because I really thought if I cooperated and let them do their thing with Kayla, that I wouldn't be feminized.  As you can see, it didn't go that way.  It's weird that I feel really overweight, but I'm actual pretty close to my ideal weight.  The problem is the ideal weight guy is not the ideal weight girl. I'm going to have to get dolled up in the next few days including makeup and post a pic in front of the Christmas tree. I'm watching makeup tutorials in every free moment. We'll see how it goes.   Merry Christmas, Fiona Pictures (Cloc...

Well, it finally happened.  I'm back in black or my hair is back to black at least. You can see how thrilled I am by the smile in the last picture. I never thought I'd go blonde and it's such a long process, but geez the thought of explaining to my parents why I went blonde is just terrifying. I really can use the Christmas break although I'm very nervous about how things will go with my sisters.  If I had to deal with the repercussions of being blonde, it might have been too much to bear.  I think my hair looks shinier than it used to and it has more bounce, but I can hide that in a ponytail.  

  We are now officially at my last night as a blonde.  I have received Mia's permission to take my hair back to my natural color tomorrow and I even have an appointment all set to have it done. I absolutely cannot wait.  This is going to make my life so much easier over Christmas break.   Speaking of Christmas break, there is some talk that Fiona will have to contribute to this blog while we're on break.  I would very much like that as it would take some of the pressure off me for timely updates.  They really do seem to be stepping up her feminization and building up her wardrobe.

  This is my gel nail polish advent calendar.  Everyday, I get a new gel nail polish as we lead up to Christmas and of course, the girls are not happy if Fiona and I aren't sporting the new color that day at least for a few hours before bed.  I'm doing my best to be compliant and even obedient as one slip up and I'll have to explain my blonde hair to my dad. My sisters know about it and tease me asking me if I'm still a blonde bombshell.  I really don't know how this will go.  Do I think that Mia will let me go back to brunette? Yes.  Did I think she would let me go back in September? Also, yes. Mia's using this last time to put new demands on me.  I don't know if it's because she's trying to get me to comply with things I'd normally fight her on or if because she knows that I'll talk back and then she can punish me by keeping me blonde.