Further Updates
So, I just read Mia's latest post. I figured I should probably update you on more than just my hair. This summer as you know I'm working at the diner and the job isn't bad, but honestly the money is going for things like this dress. I think I'd like the job more with more freedom to spend my paycheck on what I wanted to spend it on.
I am moving in with Dave again. I don't know how thrilled he is about that because he knows as well as I do that we're going to have to girly up our place. I'm hoping I can get the girls to be reasonable. I don't care if my apartment is a little girly, but if it's girlier than their own apartments, I won't be happy.
My big fear is that I'm living 24/7 as a woman for the most part this summer. I have blonde hair, shaped eyebrows, and my appearance is just getting more and more extreme. I worry about what happens if my friends from home, my sisters, or my parents pay a visit to take me to lunch or something. I'm a two hour drive, but that doesn't seem as safe as that once did.
How can you be mad at spending money on that dress when you look that good in it? This new blonde bombshell just works too well for you not to just lean in to it. Who knows maybe if you let yourself enjoy being Kayla, the ladies will get bored and you won't be forced to do this stuff anymore.
ReplyDeleteAt least you're spending your money wisely. But uh, why isn't your avatar blonde?
ReplyDeleteI fixed it
Deleteoh you are so cute Sissy Kayla! maybe it would be better for your sisters to find out, they could help you keep it a secret from your parents, you may just have to serve them a bit as well
ReplyDeleteWhat a girly sissy! This blog is great.
ReplyDeleteThank you
DeleteIt's good to hear from you again. After such a long time without posting, I'd stop checking in very often. I hope you've had fun in the summer. The new look is great. Don't you enjoy getting to change up a bit? Though you've done a whole lot more of that than most people, haven't you. But how about the folks at the diner? The regulars? I'd guess you've gotten a chance to know some of them, heh? I hope most of them are fun to wait on, not too many grouches.
ReplyDeleteBut you need to be a bit more realistic about the apartment. Of course it's going to be girlier than the girl's. Whatever they do is girly because they are girls. You're a girl because you do things girlier.
A visit from your parents would probably blow their minds a bit, and be tough on you. Hope you get some warning and find a way to tone things so it's not so shocking. As for your sisters, I almost hope that at least one of them does come visit. They are probably your best bet at keeping your parents at ease. Sisters sure can tease you a lot, but in the end they are your sisters. They've had some of the same pressures to conform to an ideal that you've been getting. And being girls might make it a bit less embarrassing for them, but it also means they don't get to feel so legitimate in complaining. They may be more supportive than you realize. Not that they won't have fun with it.