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New Dress for Christmas

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My sister Holly got me this dress for Christmas.  She was nice enough to give it to me in private (well Jenna and my other sister Kim were there, but no folks). I think it makes me look about 90 pounds soaking wet.  I'm petite for a guy, but not compared to most girls. It's scary to me that I'm no longer worried about being read just walking down the street or going someplace in public. It's only when I'm very physically close or having an intimate conversation that I worry I'll be found out. I've even gotten used to the uncomfortable heels, bras, and other implements of torture. It's really just the humiliation of having to spend so much of my time carrying myself as a woman that still bothers me.

Break Has Been Different

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  If you remember way back in spring, my friend Jacob came visiting and I was very worried about him finding out about the whole feminization thing. Well, I needn't have worried. Too much freedom meant he was very drunk and very obnoxious and pissed the girls off enough that he got the girly treatment too. It did guarantee that he would not be going to DuPont for college which was both kind of sucky and a relief. I thought that was the end of things with Jacob. As you can tell from the picture, I was wrong.  My sister Holly has never been able to stand him and she begged the girls for the pictures of Jacob all dressed up.  Of course, Mia and the gang were happy to comply.  I thought that was the end of it and assumed that she enjoyed rubbing his face in it.  Well, she began over summer and over the course of first semester, she's been basically giving him a correspondence course in being a sissy. In addition to occasional visits.  Their schools are less tha...

Sleeping is a Problem

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  There's a lot going on and I'll do another update this week with more information on things, but I know it's been awhile and I thought it would be a good idea to post.  One of the biggest things I worry about at home is one of my parents coming into my bedroom when I'm sleeping.  I put on the makeup in the morning, but this is basically how I'm dressed when I'm sleeping.  This could be a very difficult conversation. Making things worse, I like to sleep cold so even if I pull the covers up over the straps, I'll lower them when I'm asleep.

Sorry It's Been So Long

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 I'm sorry that it's been so long since I have posted, I'm not actually even in any trouble for it.  I had a chance at straight A's this quarter and my grades the first two years weren't exactly stellar.  I blame it on the major changes that I went through, but the girls have other reasons.  Anyway, I went out shopping today with my sisters and my mom decided to come along which meant that I didn't have go as Kayla, but that didn't mean my sisters were going to let me shop for what I wanted to.  Here I am with about 1,000 women buying shoes as part of a big post-Christmas sale. I have an internship next semester and I've already had to work on finding a placement.  Unfortunately, Mia and the gang think I'll be doing some sort of fashion design internship as Kayla.  This is a strictly Kevin class because there is no way, I would be able to do the paperwork to take this class as a girl and also that would be too difficult an environment to pass in. ...

Outfit of the Day - Too Much Makeup

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  We actually are going out tonight and I have about a pound and a half of makeup on my face.  

Outfit of the Day: With Hair Up

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  My sister put my hair up for me.  How do you like it?

Happy Thanksgiving!

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  I hope you had a wonderful Thanksgiving!