Another College Blog

  Despite having way more money for clothing than any woman should, I still wind up having to spend time looking for bargains.  Becs and Mercedes took me thrifting the other day and I picked up yet a couple more outfits.  If this keeps up, I'm going to need a storage unit soon. It was nothing too exciting, but I'm sure you'll see me in them soon enough. There's the new purse that Mia is so thrilled by.  She insists it was my idea, but come on.  Really?  The thing that sucks about purses is how many things I carry in them that I wouldn't want anybody else to seeing.  Even if I pass as Kayla, I still don't like people seeing pads or worse handcuffs in my purse.

  This was my Fourth of July outfit, though this picture was taken before Mia's party.  By now, you probably know that David didn't have to be Fiona for the party since he was there with  Jill.   Meanwhile, I'm wearing this ensemble with wedge heels.  I don't need to tell you how unfair this is.  He doesn't have to dress up because he has a girlfriend, but I can't get a girlfriend because I have to dress up.  The party itself wasn't bad really, but I really do get irritated when I'm the only one dressing up like this. Work is going okay, but the girls are getting a lot of money to spend on my feminization and I'm not getting much for living expenses.

So I’ve been working at the new place for a few weeks now, and it’s pretty much exactly what I feared it would be. The transition from Mom's to this loud, high-energy sports bar has been jarring, to say the least. Back at the diner, it was regulars, pancakes, and coffee refills. No one was really looking at me. Here? I can feel their eyes on me constantly. The hair, the makeup, the outfit—they all do their job a little too well, which is both validating and completely exhausting. Financially, things have flipped. My base pay has shrunk, but my tips have absolutely exploded. You’d think that’d be a win, but honestly, it’s complicated. There’s something a little demoralizing about putting in a full week of work and realizing that  all I’ve really done is “earn” a very expensive new purse. Sure, it’s a designer bag and I look great carrying it, but I didn’t choose it. It’s just the kind of thing that gets expected of me now. Pretty girl, pretty accessories. Spend some time looking g...

  The new job is still waitressing, but like I said before the per hour is going to be lower and the tips will be higher. I'm not so thrilled about this arrangement and I'm the only waitress working there who isn't wearing sensible shoes.  People seem nice enough and Mercedes has introduced me to everybody, but I really am nervous about football games and other big crowds.  Of course the biggest that people will find out that I'm not what I appear to be.  I'm sure there will be updates.  There are more birthday pics, but I think Mia posted the most incriminating stuff and I had a feeling people would want to see the new uniform.

So, the girls decided this was a good day for Jenna and me to hit the town for some quality girl time.  We did a lot of shopping, from clothes, to party decorations to makeup.  It kind of reminds me of when Fiona first started because I've been dressing pretty much every day for almost 3 years now and Jenna is still very new to it all.  My sisters have made her dress at college, but she hasn't done the extensive work I had to do on movement, voice, and mannerisms that I have.  As a result, I pass much better and though Jenna is fairly feminine looking despite wearing extensions, she is much easier to read.  It makes me very nervous because if she gets read, the chances are very high that I will be read too.

  My sisters arrived along with my friend Jenna (formerly Jacob).  I know that Jenna was thinking of coming here from college, but after the girls gave him the feminization treatment, he decided to go to Southern Illinois instead.  He's quite a ways away from me, but he's being trained by my sisters Kim and Holly.  Jenna is so much fun, but I'm realizing she has a terrible habit of pissing off girls.  She pissed off Mia and her friends and evidently also pissed off my sisters who wanted a sissy of their own and had plenty of ready made blackmail thanks to the girls here.  My younger sister Holly who is a sophomore in college is her primary feminizers but Kim enjoys it too.  They've been making her send them selfies from college and then when they are home from school, Jenna is totally in their clutches.  Even worse, it's hard to say the selfies are forced when nobody is at your college. I just don't know how you explain that when you don't go to c...